I Was Hoping She Would Notice but again Now When She Did... Im Tired

Chapter 185 - 185: kill myself

Back inside the room, Avey sat in silence, the weight of Lucian's words crashing over her like a relentless tide. Her tears flowed freely, unchecked, her body trembling as if the very core of her being had shattered.

Did he really say that?

Her wide, unblinking eyes stared at the ceiling, her thoughts circling endlessly around the words that had cut through her like a knife.

"Yes, I hate you…for what you've done to me."

Her lips quivered, mouthing the words silently to herself as if trying to make sense of them. Her breath hitched, her chest heaving as the phrase echoed over and over in her mind.

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The realization hit her like a punch to the gut. Her fingers clenched weakly at her sides, trembling, as if holding onto the last thread of her composure.

Why? Why would he react like this?

Avey's voice cracked in the silence of the room, barely above a whisper. "Does he really think… I was using him? That I… I would ever…"Her throat tightened, cutting her words short as the lump in her chest threatened to choke her.

Her mind raced, the fragments of the confrontation replaying in vivid detail. Was he thinking I used him as a shield?

She shook her head weakly, her tears spilling faster, dripping onto her trembling hands."No," she murmured, her voice trembling. "I would never… never use him like that."

Her gaze drifted to the corner of the room, distant and unfocused. The walls around her felt like they were closing in, suffocating her with the weight of the misunderstanding.

"I didn't mean it like that,"she whispered hoarsely, her voice barely audible."I would never use him. I just…"

Avey's hands clutched at her chest as her sobs grew louder, raw and broken. "I said it because… I wanted him to know. To show him." Her breath hitched. "I wanted the whole world to know I'm his. That I'll go to any lengths for him."

Her voice cracked with emotion, her tears streaming faster. "Even if it meant ruining myself in front of everyone. Even if it meant saying… something like that. Can't he see? Can't he understand?"

Her words became a desperate plea to the empty room"I just wanted to protect what's left of us. To make him see that my feelings aren't a lie." She swallowed hard, her gaze falling to her trembling hands."But instead… he thinks I betrayed him."

Her shoulders slumped against the wall, her body folding in on itself as if the weight of her anguish was too much to bear. Her voice cracked as she whispered to herself, "He doesn't trust me. Not even a little."

The realization tore through her, leaving her hollow. She tilted her head back, her eyes

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